Home-sick

yeay ohio! i know not a lot of people like ohio. even ohioans! but for some reason i do. maybe because it's home. no matter where i live, it will always be home. even in my family moves out of state, it will still be home. even when all my friends there forget about me and we all move on different ways, it will still be home. yep. pretty homesick lately. and some people who said they will be at my wedding, aren't coming. it's like the only time they are going to see me! might be the last time some people will see me! kinda hurts. by the way Mr. Sony, JohnG beat you on the RSVP as well as my comments! are you getting yours in? you better! don't make me have to add you to my hitlist! sorry, digress. i feel really bad that my one friend was not invited because someone doesn't like him and want him at the wedding. and both his roommates are invited. i really hate doing that. and i just miss my friends while they are still friends! i miss going to theatre shows to support them. i miss going out afterwards till all hours of the night with them. i miss my friend's parties. i miss going to chick flicks. i miss girls' night. i miss the trees. i miss max and ermas. i just want everyone and everything to move out here! the odds of that are slim to none i know. i miss my friends babies. i haven't even seen one yet! i know i'll make friends out here. and i'll have a new set of theatre peopel. and yes, i do have some friends, but they just aren't the same. and my fiance isn' t making much effort in finding someone to hang out with. not that i mind him home with me, i just wish he would find someone to go see guy movies with and stuff! i'll see some, but i'm sure it's not the same. just like him seeing a girly movie! anyway, just lonely and homesick. 30 more days and i'll be home but i won't get to see many people. hang out like i used to. i guess it's just part of life.