interesting

isn't it interesting that i find out about my friend's baby via an email forward? we were writing back and forth right up to the delivery, then POOF! no more friend. did she have the baby? is she ok? is the baby ok? what happened? none of my friends inform me. i'm sure they think she would've told me since we were at one point inseperable. i tried calling her. she never picks up, so i quit calling her. i'm not going to email her. i don't know when she will be back to work, and since i don't have her home email, i just don't email. over 3 months later, i'm assuming she had the baby. they wouldn't let her carry it that long. it's just not healthy! so a couple days ago, i get an email from her! oh finally! she's going to tell me all the exciting news of her new little one! WRONG! it's a forward. and it's one of those forwards where you fill in your own information, like "what are you wearing right now?" i don't even open it. THIS is how my who i thought was friend is going to tell me she had her baby? i unfortunately have my email at work set up to where you can read part of the email. i see "mommy", she's obviously had it. then i see the "what is your favorite thing to do" and the first one has a boy's name, and it's not her husband. that's the second favorite thing. so i'm assuming this is the new little one. i hated to delete it, but come on! we used to be really close! then i move across country, out of every loop in ohio, and she doesn't have the decentcy to call or even email me about the baby, something she was very excited about? hmmm... makes me wonder. was i ever a true friend? i think at one point i was, but somewhere in the brief friendship, i somehow floated out of friendship, then i moved. i don't know if i did something that offended her? i have no idea. so i guess if she really misses me as she says in emails, she will one day email me or call (highly unlikely) and tell me about the baby. or maybe i'll find out in a christmas card. i am ending now. i have rehearsal. i just had to vent. and if you know who i am talking about, please do not pass on my frustration. if she's truly a friend, she will write, right? interesting...