did you miss me?

i'm back and married! woowho! and so happy! i was thrilled to see everyone and i was glad that curtain players hung out to the end to keep me company as my new husband had to run home to get the check book to pay the dj. good times. good times! the wedding, i thought, was beautiful and wonderful, and besides a few giggles from me (don't ask, i would give anything to not do that again) the ceremony was everything i hoped it would be. short, sweet, simple, loving, beautiful. my girls were awesome at keeping me calm, for they could tell when my mom was bothering me. and they looked so beautiful! i have no idea how i looked. and my brother looked very handsome. i was quite glad to have him give me away. it was very moving for me. and when we made it to the stairs to the alter, he held my hand until he had to give me away. i love him so. and then i finally got to see my husband to be! and man did he look good! i think i fell in love with him all over again! it was the most beautiful thing i have ever done! and i was glad my closest friends were there to enjoy it with me! and the the party started! i wish i could've spent more time with everyone, but alas, it was impossible. how i miss everyone though! when i'm there with them, it's like i never left. those are true friends to make someone feel that way! i miss you guys terribly! so there's not a whole lot to tell about the honeymoon. it was beautiful in north carolina with the trees changing. my new husband got the flu early monday morning, so that was an exciting start. but he slowly recovered and we slowly did things. saw my new house! ok, not really, but i would love to have it. 250+ rooms, 45 bathrooms, 8,000 acres, winery on site. we of course had to buy some. got to taste some too! definely more a white and rose wine kind of girl! it was awesome! then we came home and started our life as husband and wife. it's like dating all over again! i love it! i'm sure that will fizzle a little, but i know i will never stop loving him. i have officially changed my name and have the SS card and driver's license to prove it! ah, i would totally do it all over agian, and not laugh in the middle of the ceremony. at least i made it memorable for everyone. 30 years from now they are still going to talk about it. i just know it. un amore per sempre!