i'm so bored

so much to do, yet i don't want to do any of it. yes, i know, two blogs in one night! after a break from blogging, i write two in one night.
william sonoma- love the money, hate the extra time taken out of my already busy life. this past weekend, i worked 11 hours on black friday, 8 hours on that saturday, had sunday off, and after a long day of my full time job, i go back on monday 5-11. i now have two days off and go back to work tomorrow. i work again sat for 8 hours (where did the 5 hour shifts go?) and back on monday. yeah, i might have sunday off, but...
stampin up! - business is speeding up! except when i'm not working at the job above on the weekend, the other day is focused on stampin up! what was i thinking? i don't make enough with this to help pay for christmas. although business is good, i just don't know what i will bring home at these parties. the most, i think, so far has been $60 but after this sunday, i won't have a party until january. i don't have any booked, and i'm not going to book anymore parties in december. i will for january, but not december. more for my own sanity than anything else. i would love more money, but i don't think i would make it.
CE - yeah. it's a job, not a career. it pays the bills. i like the people i work with, i like the job enough to stay, but i can't wait to get out of there. just out of the whole 8-5 at a desk, data entry blah blah blah thing. there are things i want to go back to school for, but i'm just afraid i won't do well in that to make a career out of it. yes, it's one of those downer blogs.
sigh. i'm even listening to christmas music, and the lights are on, and i'm still blahish. that's a new word by the way. i just made it up. it's going to be the new fad for '07. "that's blahish"
so husband is home. he'll be up soon, and he will read my blog as i type so i must end. tomorrow is a new day...